


In all honesty, I think that I have been avoiding posting for awhile because I don't want to get too emotional.
If you remember awhile back I had mentioned McKayla's little friend who was suffering from a brain tumor. She passed away in Jan. This has been a very emotional thing for our family. She was such a brave and sweet little girl. She suffered many treatments and medications that had terrible side effects for her. She passed away 1 wk. before her 8th b-day and almost 1 year from her diagnosis.
The day I found out I went to visit her family. When I came back home McKayla immediately knew something was wrong as I looked like I had been crying. She then asked if it was Morgan. when I told her she had gone back to live with her Heavenly Father we just held each other and cried.
McKayla knew that this day would one day come, but would always hold out hope that she would get better. When Morgan would go to school she would come home and tell me "Morgan is getting better mommy, she was well enough to go to school today".
McKayla had given her a cute little penguin stuffed animal for Christmas. She took the longest time picking out the perfect gift for her dear friend. Little Morgan loved the penguin and kept it with her all the time. When she was buried her family had put it in her hands and it will always be with her. This was so touching and meant so much to McKayla. Her family has been so sweet with McKayla and are always concerned that she is doing o.k.
At her viewing Kayla kept wanting to go see her. She just didn't want to say good-bye. At her funeral they had asked the primary children to sing "I am a Child of God". McKayla was nervous about this, but I told her that Morgan would be watching her from heaven and she should sing her very best for her. When she was singing she tried her very best to be brave. She held her head up high and sang the best she could while tears were streaming down her face. This was such a touching sight as I knew she was singing for Morgan. The saddest thing was watching her and knowing that I couldn't make the hurt go away. All I could do was be there for her. Ang turned to me and told me he couldn't watch Mckayla because it was too hard for him. Sometimes, it is so hard for these little ones to understand.
Here are some Pictures :

McKayla at Morgan's b-day party.

Playing at school.


Painting fingernails together.

McKayla picked out a fun plant and added balloons in her favorite colors and a cute singing flower for her funeral.

On Valentines Day McKayla visited her grave and brought a balloon.
